When people tell you one way and you believe the other way. April 2019.

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(My photograph of the province North Holland, Europe, April 2019)

When people tell you one thing but you believe with all your heart and soul in another way, what do you do? Education often teaches us to believe in a certain doctrine. That doctrine is often combined with the practical nature of applying the education. When one comes across another doctrine that opposes the doctrine one has learnt at an earlier stage, that new doctrine hits a deeply entrenched resistance. When two opposing doctrines resist each other that leds to an impasse. Impasses are one of the most annoying types of conflicts because they represent dead-locks. Nothing can be gained in an impasse. However it is often the more powerful that will push their own agenda forth – their agenda is their own doctrine. Doctrines have many different branches. One of the branches of dogma and doctrines are policies. Another type is procedures. On an idealistic note, doctrines can include ideals such as freedom, equality and justice. Other doctrines can include medical practices and religious elements. Doctrines are also similar to values and morals. For example, in the medical field, one of the most important dogmas is to do no harm to another human being. If another doctrine tells you to forget those ideals and gamble of the possibility of

[1] harm on the one hand and

[2] the possibility of no harm on the other hand – one often reaches back into the doctrine one knows best and trusts the education and indoctrination of the

[1] No Harm medical equation versus

[2] the Possibility of Harm equation.












Diem, de kunstenaar.


Diem is de naam van een Nederlandse kunstenaar. Ik kende Diem helemaal niet totdat ik kennis met zijn schilderijen gemaakt heb in januari en februari 2019. Zijn schilderijen zijn uitbundig in kleur en vorm. Hier zie je een schilderij bijna volledig in rood. Er is een dansende vogel soort man die ik leuk en speels vind. Diem doet mij aan Herman Brood en Karel Appel denken. Diem doet mij ook denken aan de CoBRA beweging denken. Tot ik dit schilderij van Diem voor het eerst gezien had, was ik zo blij met de emotie en spanning ik in mijn lichaam voelde, en op dat ogenblik was ik erg blij dat Diem schilderijen gemaakt heeft.

Hospital decor. 2019

Lucebert-Schilder-Dichter-Fotograaf (1)Sometimes hospitals have artwork in the halls of the hospital, but most times there is a minimium of art in hospitals. That is because hospitals are not museums. In hospitals the majority of the patients in the sick beds are sick and are sleeping in the beds, and the majority of the patients sleep 3/4 of the 24 hours. The patients are not into looking at artwork in many cases, instead they want walls and corridors that are non-emotional – the opposite of the artworks from Lucebert for example. His artworks are a blast of emotion, and that is exactly what patients and visitors of patients do not want to be confronted with when visiting middle sized hospitals.

Change and transition 2019

Both change and transition are qualities that a lot of human beings have a very hard time with. Often a physical change can be helpful on some levels but not on other levels. And transition is a period that is like an impasse between two change states: the one one has left and the one the one is going to. The impasse state is like an embarking state: it is like one is at the Vancouver International Airport and traveling to the Amsterdam International Airport, Schiphol, the embarkment state is the state when one is on the airplane between two destinations. However, in life things are always a lot more complicated than only traveling from one city to the other city by airplane. Many human beings cannot change, and many human beings do not even ever make the effort to change because it is very uncomfortable to change. Changing an environment is relatively easy to do but to change oneself is something that is very hard. In psychology, there are a number of classical theories that believe that a human being cannot change. I would guess that this theory – that human beings cannot change themselves to be one of the main themes in Western psychology. However often psychological theory of not being able to change oneself is often covered over with hypocrisy. Written on January 18th, 2019. Holland.49572412_10155810733482019_7972425063427211264_n

Individual versus Society 2019

As a child going through private school systems mostly, I learnt about ideals and that it is through developing ones own path that leads to happiness. However out of personal experience, find ones goals and focussing on owns own goal is only half to the answer to lifes questions. Life is often a balance of two things: how do the goals of the individual fit into the society in which ones lives? In some instances, the individual can have dreams and aspirations that are not a match with what is available in society. If one is not Howard Hughes, Jackson Pollock or Bobby Fischer one will probably not be able to succeed with only ones goals in a society that has no room for those individual goals. January 18th, 2019. Location: The Netherlands, Europe.49767848_10155631866312105_7197773612185550848_n (1)

What would happen if society solved homelessness first? Sep 29, 2017

Within Human history and dating back into Biblical times, when Jesus tried to help the marginalized such as Mary Magdalene and Lazarus – Jesus got penalized and was reported. In the end he was forced to punishment and killed.

Is that how our Western society is still today, September 29, 2017?

Why has society not really tried to solve homelessness properly?

Is it because it has to do with the Medical Model? Is the Medical Model a completely separate unit from the rest of the other industries such as the homeless industry in the City of Victoria, BC?

Is that why no politicians has tackled homelessness in the City of Victoria head-on?

I went to a community meeting organized by the Mayor of the City of Victoria Vancouver Island, British Columbia Canada at the start of September 2017. I listened to the community feedback to the Mayor and I started to see how many of the details from the audience were deterred away from being put of a high priority list to be addressed and fixed. This single act alone was symbolic to me of the City of Victoria’s Municipal political system. I believe the essence of the City Hall in Victoria City is to portray the impression that that City is the best, and at the same time to try to hide and make obsolete the problems and complaints the citizens in the sub-communities have. Of course, I am not saying this is true or false, as I often do not operate in absolutes, however it is my personal observation of the meeting.

If this operation was even remotely true, that means that the City of Victoria, BC has some transparency issues that may need to be addressed in the future. I do not believe that sweeping anything under the carpet in politics or in business is a good thing. In fact, I believe that when that is done, that it creates an environment and a community based on fear. Fear leads to censorship and when this occurs what will often occur within the hierarchical structure of the leadership is that an autocracy with form. I have my suspicions that this form to at least some extent is occurring in the City of Victoria, BC but it is based on impressions versus pronounced statistics. All in all, Freedom of Expression is one of the current freedoms we still have, at least to some degree, left in our city. It would be very sad if that turns obsolete too.

{Photograph taken in the staircase of Vancouver Island University (VIU) September 28, 2017}


Cub Cities take care of vulnerable first

Cub cites are cities that are created to take care of the most vulnerable individuals first. The symbol of cub cities is the British Columbia Canadian spirit bear cub, often found on Vancouver Island. They are anomalies. (See pictures of two spirit bear cubs here under).